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October 15 October 09 UpdateWell I am still unemployed. But am enjoying my time with my family. My brother and his wife had a baby girl in May she weighed 4 lbs. Now she is 6 mos and getting cuter by the day. I can't believe that my daughter has her driving permit. Soon she will be driving on her own. Then my worries will triple. Well that's all for now. December 15 The Loss of my jobWell I lost my crossing guard job on Novemner 14. I am glad that I can collect unemployment. I have just finishished hanging up my Christmas lights and fnished all my shopping. Now I just have all the baking of cookies to do. So far this holiday season has been filled with saddness and joy. First I found out the my both siter-in-laws are having babies. Then there was the bad news. First my uncle David had a heart attack and had to have emergency open heart surgery. Then my cousins 16 year old son is having heart trouble. The doctor's found a lump on my uncle Stanley's body that needs to be removed and tested for cancer. All this just before the holidays makes me feel so stressed, but I just keep praying. June 16 My terrible experience with bee stingsI had a terrible experience with being stung by a bunch of honey bees. It turns out that I am allergic to them and had to be rushed to the hospital. They treated and released me. Later that same night I was woken up by a terrible pounding in my chest. I thought my heart was going to explode, so I called the ambulance and was rushed to the hospital again. They admitted me for a few days. I am finally home, but I have to carry an epi-pen with me at all times. This experience has only made me stronger and more apt to enjoying life. May 29 My most recent life eventsThe most recent thing to happen in my life was over the holiday weekend my son knocked his front tooth out and now it is going to cost us $1200 to get him a partial. The good thing to happen this month is that my brother got maried and I had a great time at the wedding. It was a busy first week of May for the wedding was on on Sat the third and my daughter's prom was on the second. I was relieved when everyting was over, so I could relax and take a breath.The sad news for the month is that one of my uncles died from cancer. I am hanging in there and enjoying life as much as I can. February 02 My life up until now There has been so much going on lately. My son got probaion. Thank goodness. Now my daughter has to see a neurolodist for her headaches. My husband had to go through a stress test and other heart related tests for his chest pain. Than goodness they did find anything wrong. I had to take my dog to the vet because he had a servere case of vomiting and they told me he had the stomach flu and put him on a special diet and medicine. I am amazed that I stayed sain through all this. Things are fineally settleing down a little bit. I still have my brothers future wifes bridal shower to attend and my kids birthdays are comning up. I can't believe that my son will be 16. My freshman daughter is dating a senior and he ivited her to the prom, so now I have to buy her a dress. We went a looked at some and she choose a yellow one. She looked liKe a princess. I am so excited for her. December 30 My ChristmasI am having a fun time with my family. Our Christmas was great. I got a new pair of bedroom slippers and a penguin that sings. We got the hubby/dad bedroom slippers, a coffe mug that plugs into the cigerate lighter of the car, a new tire pump and a pen set. The kids got new clothes, a cell phones and mp3 players. After dinner wen went to my parents for a little while. Came home so Bill could get some sleep, for he had to work that night. December 02 My New JobWell I got the job a a crossing guard. I was so excited. I really like my job. Even though I have to be out in the cold. It is the joy of knowing that the kids got across the highway safely. November 25 ThanksgivingMy thanksgiving was filled with a delicious turkey dinner with all the trimmings and a nice conversation at the table. After dinner Iwent out to hang up Christmas lights on my porch. I climbed on the ladder and leaned over a little to far and fell over the banaster. I fell 6ft landing on my back. Now I am very soar. I did however get some good news. I got hired as a crossing guard and I am very excited. November 18 My Two Days of StressMy Friday November 16, 2007 was filled with saddness. This is the day we were told that my daughter has hypoglycemia. She was devistated and afraid of getting diabetes. Then on Saturday November 17, 2007 we woke up to a broken water pump on the car. It leaked antifreeze all over the street. So my husband had to clean all of it up. We then got a friend to take us to the car dealership and I had to purchase a new car. Now we have a car payment to worry about every month. My stress level is terrible, but I realize that there are people out there who are having a harder time then me. So I am thankul for all that I have. I pray to GOD and know that he will take care of me and my troubles. November 14 My Terrible DayWell we went to my son's hearing and they recomended probation. I was relieved that they didn't remove him from the home. He will have to make restution. We go back in about three weeks to meet with his probation officer and find out what all is recomended. Then when we got home the radiator broke in the car, so we spent hours trying to fix it so Bill could go to work. After all that I fianlly got to take the dog for his walk and did some laundry. I really could use a vacation. November 07 My visit with the shrinkWell I went to see my shrink yesterday. The visit went well we discussed all my feelings and came to a diagnosis of depression and anexiety. She started me on Effexor ER 150 mg. She said it could take up to 4 wees to start working. I really hope it works. I am so glad that I went to the doctor. Even though I just started taking meds, I feel a big relief just having talking tosomeone face to face. An update on my daughter is the doctor can't find the problem and he left it at that. I am not satisfied, so I am seeking a new doctor. One who won't give up after a few tests. Everyone said that I sould take her to see a neurologist, so I am going to metion it to mom's doctor and see what he says. Maybe he can give me some advice. I want to send a big thank you to all my friends who supported me through my rough times. November 01 MY November 1st.My day started out with my son blacking out on his way to the bus stop. So I had to take him to the doctor. They are running all kinds of test to see waht is causing his headaches and black outs. Now I have two kids with the same health problems. I am really going crazy. I am looking forward to seeing the shrink. I will be spending the rest of the day doing laundry and dishes. I hope I have an uneventful evening. Well my eveing ended up with me going to the hospital. For I fell in pot hole while walking my dog in the dark. They said it is a really bad sprain and could take up to 2 weeks to heel. I should just wrap myself in bubble wrap. My 2007 holloween nightMy halloween day started out wtih me waking up in a happy-silly mood. I did some house cleaning, then it got a little scary, For I was walking my dog when a huge dog came out of no where and chased us. I was thankful we made it home without being attacked. Then I took my daughter over to the hospital so she could have her heart monitor put on. Then we came home and the kids got ready to go trick or treating. I then got to spend some quality time with my husband. He then went to sleep, so I handed out little bags of froot loop cereal to the trick or treaters. I ran out within the first hour, so I then came in and talked to my friends on the net. Now I am getting ready for a shower and then off to bed. October 29 My Meeting with the conselorI had a meeting with a conselor today. I expressed to her all the things that are bothering me. She suggested that I see a shrink and I agreed. So I am going to call my son's doctor and try to get appointment on the same day that he has one. That way the counselor can give us bothe a ride. She feels that I need some medicine to take the edge off things. I hate taking medicine, but if it helps me feel better than I will. I just don't want something really strong that makes me look like a zombie. October 27 Most depressing time of my year.This time of year has always been the most depressing for me. For this is the time where both my grandparned's passed away and I have had a hard time dealing with there passing. Then my daughter and her black out spells are very concerning. The docotor can't find the cause. My son's conduct disorder is getiing out of control. I am also trying to cope with the fact that my husband has to work night shift and the fact the there is more responsibility put om my shoulder's. I was never any good with stress. I hate when things change especially at a fast rate. It is so overwhelming. It sends me into a suicidal depression that I just can't seem to shake. I am so thankful that I have a wondeful family and all my internet friends to help keep me from doing something I would regret. I would like to thank all of those who are supporting me and trying to help me throught this tough time in my life. October 25 My Daughters black out spellsTwo months ago my daughter got a terrible headache that never went away and one day while sitting at the dinner table she bacame very pale and her eyes rolled up into her head and she passed out for about 2 minutes. When she came to she was very sleepy, so she went to bed for about two hours and then just moped around the house for the rest of the day. The next day I took her to our family doctor and he ordered blood work, an eeg and a cat scan. While waiting for the results she had another episode, so I called the doctor and they said everything came back normal. So I made her another appointment to discuss with the doctor what we should or could do next to get to the bottom of this health issue. I do hope he is going to be ok. Her appointment is for Friday October 26, 2007. My Dog's TumorMy dog was diagnosed with a facial tumor and I was told that he needed surgery. I scheduled the surgery and while waiting the tumor seemed to have disappeared. So I called the vet and he looked and said it was toatally gone and there was no need for surgery. Talk about miracles. I was so relieved. I want to thank everyone for their support on the matter. October 23 Court HearingWell the hearing is over. It went really well. The case was actually settled before my son had to testify. What a relief that was. Now we just have to wait for the next hearing. Which is against the kids who assaulted my son causing serious brain swelling. He is doing better now, but still has to be careful not to hit his head really hard. I can't wait until everything settles down, so we can get our lives back on track. October 16 Feeling BetterI am starting to feel better for my husband got his first paycheck and I was able to pay some of the bills. Now I just have to come up with money to pay for my dog's surgery. He need a facial tumor removed. Getting ready for halloween. this year I am going to hand out candy. I am looking gorward to seeing all the differnt coustumes this year. I need to find a new home for the kitten I rescued from the store dumpster, for I seem to be having some allergic reaction to him. I hope to find him a good home, soon. I am still looking for a job. I am sure that I will find something soon. Well off to do some house work. September 10 My depressionI am feeling very depressed these days. My hubby started a new job but doesn't get paid for a month. The financial stress is killing me. I am truely trying to hand in there but it is hard to. I guess I will just have to pray more. I am also not having any luck finding a job. |
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